lonely night

insomnia again....

n i hate this so so much...

i still got to work tomorrow....

i want to sleep la!!

i wanna say " thank you" to you...
cause u willing to talk v me when i couldn't sleep...
anyway, take care ya...

tired..

i m tired actually...

try not to think about any relationship...

it's tiring...

somehow...

i need space...

and time...

i truly believe that

someone will get into my heart someday....

unfortunately...

it's not the right time now...

11062009

it's June now..damn fast...
UPU result ll be come out on 19th...
really hope that i can get what i want...
din blog for 1 week more...
i m lazy-ing...haha..
moreover...my streamyx sot sot dei ad...

too bad that i still have to work for this school holidays..
but it was more relaxing compared to school day..
sometimes brought those kids out..
also..v had more free time to talk n play..
we ate together...
told them stories...
played UNO with them...
it's fun!!
and my Patrick cut his hair...
OMG...like those guys in ns camp..=/

i finally had my hair straightened...
hope my hair grow longer n longer...^^

surprise??
i took it at centre's toilet...haha xD

i met my primary school teachers this Tuesaday..
when i went out eat v fern at Old Town...
Miss Teng n Miss Wong...
they cant recognize me until i said who m i..
they din change much...
we had a great time together...
talked n laughed a lot...
hope to see them again...^^

maybe u dunno what i m thinking...
but timing is very important...
u ll lose it when u din appreciate...

gOodbye uSm

obviously..i din get to go in USM...

well...i m okay with the result...

because i din put much hope on it too...

i will still wait for other uni...

congratulation to those who can enter USM...

lastly...

gOOd luck to me ya...=)

random photo shooting

these are the kids at my centre...
take a look! xD

the left hand side without spec wan is my "son" Keng Min...xD
he accidentally called me mummy that day...lol...
he is smart n brilliant...
but bad tempered sometimes...
the other one is Patrick.. chubby n has very fair skin...

hey...what u guys looking at?
the fatty boy who wears red shirt is Lakesh...
he is indian but chinese-educated...
honestly, i dun like him...(bad teacher) haha..
he is super slow n talkative..

naughty kids
the front wan is Ong Melven..
new student..

i actually took some pictures v them...
but quite blur...
because the camera girl shaking her hand everytime..
forgive her...she is just a kid...=)

我 需要

12th lonely night...
with my lonely heart...

现在的我很需要依靠

一个温暖的肩膀

一句慰问的话

一个有安全感的拥抱

究竟什么时候开始

我突然渴望这一切

我心里其实很孤单

你知道吗?

24052009

10th lonely night...
with my lonely heart...

back to last sunday...
as usual..
i dropped my brother at sg.nibong...
then i went to work at pisa...

honestly...
8.5 hours sitting there alone...
i really dunno how to pass if i din bring my laptop together..
with my laptop,
at least i spent my time on watching...
to avoid thinking something n somebody...
sigh...

in the late afternoon,
i met mr.sim...
he was having his class for upper6
well...he din change much...
still so charming with his smiling...xD
of course i greeted him
but he was busy talking on the phone at that moment..
i miss him...lol....
including his teaching n his jokes sometimes...=)
for me...
he is a "hao hao xian sheng" in my eyes...
good tempered...patient...
without any doubt,
he is a good teacher...
unfortunately..
i m not a good student....xD
i din score well for my chemistry paper..
i did put some effort on my organic chem...
but i still got C+
sigh...

anyway...
i wanna to thank him so much...
because he was willing to help me...
even sms me explained to me about the solutions...


THANK YOU SIR!
hope u stay healthy n happy all the time...=)

消失

我

突然间想消失在这个世界

究竟多少人会紧张我

究竟我活着的意义是什么

过生活吗

我想

我又疯了

please stop comparing!!

9th lonely night...
with my lonely heart...

not much to write for this post...
by the way
i m quite down now...
i slept for three hours after i came home...
i supposed to be happy....
unfortunately...
i started emo-ing because of one message..
i hate people comparing...
u should know that...
especially on me...
no matter who is that person compared with..

i dunno why u told me all these..
i m not interested by the way...
everything bout them is none of my business...
i dun wanna to know...
i dun wanna to care too...

i m hy...
the only species with the only DNA structures...
no more second hy in this world...
i wanna to be myself...
n not to follow people's shadow...
do u know that?

please...
dun compare me with others...
i do agree what piang said...
it will make us to hate that person slowly...

my first time(continued)

see..this is my receipt for the paid summons


again..
this is my first time...
i finally paid my summons...lol
i went to the police station just now...
of course nt me this "lu chi" went by myself..haha xD
when i reach there..
there were alot of people queue up to pay summons...
n it was very hot..

again..
i made some funny stuffs...
actually i followed what yunn told me...
she asked me to ask the police see whether can cancel or not

"encik, bolehkah saya potong saman ini?"
"potong? guna gunting kah?"
"err...tak...i want to cancel this summon."
"eh, macam mana boleh cancel pulak?"
"i tak tau i salah apa pun."
"salah parking."
"ooh, tak boleh punya ar...tak apa lah.."
"kena bayar berapa?"
"RM70"
"ooh...okay...thank you"

by da way
i have to pay RM30 only...phew
saved RM40
i dun wan kena summons anymore...
hope this is the last time..haha...

and i wanna to thank the one who be my driver...
cause need to wake up earlier...
thank you!