2 days left!!

i m leaving very soon...
2 days left...damn fast...
i m still preparing.......lol....
n i finally get my offering letter....xD

22062009

few more days to go...
next week onwards i wont at penang ad...
lol...pretty fast...
the government really sucks...
how can we prepare and do everything in one week time?
everything is in a rush...-.-"
i have to shop for many things somemore..
wth la....really not enough time...

dad ll fetch me to upm with my cousin sister...
i need them to look after my belongings when i go for pendaftaran..
i need them to carry my things too...haha...xD
i m excited!i m happy!of course i she bu de here too!!
so much feelings mix together...lol...

upm..i m coming~~
yea~~^^

我受不了了!!

为什么世界上就是有这种人
死爱面子
难道说实话会让你觉得很难堪很羞耻吗?
我真的受不了了!!
对, 我是不该多管闲事
可是我真的接受不了
对人坦诚真的有这么难吗?
我该认了
是我没那本事
是我太天真了
你简直是我们女生的耻辱
原来
谎言是那么轻易被相信的
反而我所说的真话
却换来别人对我的质疑和不信任
我认了
我真的认了!!!

UPM~Bachelor Science

finally...
i can get into Uni which i hope for so long....
i got UPM-Bachelor Sains (Pembanguan Manusia dan Pengurusan)
my 4th choice...aikz...
anyone same course with me??
i dont have much comment on it..
just shun qi zi ran....
but i prefer statistics....
lack of luck...sigh.....=/

until now...
i couldnt find anyone same course with me...
my lao puo yunn got UPM Bachelor Muzik...
but she din want to take it already...
she will be going to uk...
our "zhong jian ren" piang will be going to segi too....
i bet i ll be miss them very much....

one week left...
many things have to do on this following week...
i have to stop all my jobs....
tuitions....clerk...teachers....
hopefully i can manage to settle everything...
dont get panic easily...(i will try,ok?)

i am nervous!!

woke up at 10.30 this morning...
coz the upu result ll b announced at 11am...
but when i opened the webpage just now...
i saw this...

Keputusan Permohonan Kemasukan Ke IPTA Lepasan STPM/Setaraf Sesi Akademik 2009/2010 - mulai 19 Jun 2009 12.00 tghri

it changed to 12pm le...
haiz...have to wait one more hour....
hopefully wont change the time again....
btw...i m nervous!!

19062009

那种感觉又回来了
我不会形容
很苦涩 很难熬
是我变了吗
以为用工作麻醉自己
不让自己有独自思考的时间
就能够暂时放下一切
原来不是的
我还是很脆弱
我很不开心
可是我又能够向谁诉说呢
毕竟想说也开不了口
很无奈 也很无助

i cant hold my tears anymore....

lonely night

insomnia again....

n i hate this so so much...

i still got to work tomorrow....

i want to sleep la!!

i wanna say " thank you" to you...
cause u willing to talk v me when i couldn't sleep...
anyway, take care ya...

tired..

i m tired actually...

try not to think about any relationship...

it's tiring...

somehow...

i need space...

and time...

i truly believe that

someone will get into my heart someday....

unfortunately...

it's not the right time now...

11062009

it's June now..damn fast...
UPU result ll be come out on 19th...
really hope that i can get what i want...
din blog for 1 week more...
i m lazy-ing...haha..
moreover...my streamyx sot sot dei ad...

too bad that i still have to work for this school holidays..
but it was more relaxing compared to school day..
sometimes brought those kids out..
also..v had more free time to talk n play..
we ate together...
told them stories...
played UNO with them...
it's fun!!
and my Patrick cut his hair...
OMG...like those guys in ns camp..=/

i finally had my hair straightened...
hope my hair grow longer n longer...^^

surprise??
i took it at centre's toilet...haha xD

i met my primary school teachers this Tuesaday..
when i went out eat v fern at Old Town...
Miss Teng n Miss Wong...
they cant recognize me until i said who m i..
they din change much...
we had a great time together...
talked n laughed a lot...
hope to see them again...^^

maybe u dunno what i m thinking...
but timing is very important...
u ll lose it when u din appreciate...